I just got back from Civana again and although it was very needed and necessary, the day I returned I was broken. I went there to try to put some things together and I thought I was leaving there in a good place. Turns out that wasn't the case as I fell apart a day later. So I talk about that along with many things on my mind. It is FUCKING HEAVY. Fair warning. MUSIC FROM THIS EPISODE SUMMERTIME SADNESS - Lana Del Rey HOW DID I GET HERE - Odesza HONEST - San Holo MY TRUTH - Cocteau Twins AGAINST ALL ODDS (TAKE A LOOK AT ME NOW) - Phil Collins