I talk about my mental disorders in some detail and how I have been able to see the positive things that came from them in order to get to the "next level" of life. We can change perspectives of what is happening, despite we can't change what is happening. I guess it goes back to that Tony Robbins shit when he say "life isn't happening to you, its happening for you." But I will take the for you part because at the end of the day, shit just happens. Also a nice little PSA for mental health professionals that don't want to take on BPD clients. MUSIC FROM THIS EPISODE SAIL - Awolnation FEEL SOMETHING - Excission, Wooli, I Prevail FURY OF THE STORM - Dragonforce MY SUPER POWER - Moonflower NEW LEVEL - A$AP Ferg w/ Future ILL SEE THE LIGHT TONIGHT - Yngwie Malmsteen
I think what I've been talking about a lot in the past few weeks is my anger issues. I explore why I'm angry, and it really is quite a process if you break down your anger and you look at it from the past, present, and future sense. Once you do that, it will blow your mind when you think about everything. I'm angry about my past because I felt that I had parents that weren't as supportive as they could be to me. I had dreams, I had aspirations. There are things I wanted to do when I received zero support from my parents. I'm angry because although I was able to accomplish some of these dreams and do things right, they all came a little bit later in my life, when I couldn't really hone my craft and I had to make choices about what had to be important in my life. I wish that I started younger. I wish that I knew very early on in life what I wanted to do, but instead, I got myself caught up with the wrong people and the wrong actions. I'm angry because of t...
