FIrst off, I take a moment to address the concerns regarding the facetime and chronicle from this weekend. Then we talk about living life the best way we can. Being ourselves. Living a raw, honest, authentic existence. Not worrying what people think of us despite how we feel. Everyone has shit to deal with and everyone has victories as well. We are all on our own path, and we shouldn't have time to concern ourselves with how others do things. I talk about that as well as alot of other shit. Fun episode for sure. MUSIC FROM THIS EPISODE NO ONE - Skindred HAPPY - Mudvayne PURITY - Fear Factory MY WAY - Limp Bizkit WIDE AWAKE - Katy Perry
I feel like everything is a struggle. I struggle to get out of bed in the morning. I struggle to just try to show up for people. I struggle to get everything done timely. Lots of fucking struggling. Someone once said that nothing worth having comes easy, or some bullshit like that. In all honesty lately, I don’t feel like anything has come easy — hell, I don’t think anything is coming at all. I’ve had more problems than I can think of lately. I feel like nothing is helping me and I don’t know where else to go. I don’t really trust people. And a lot of that has to do with the poor self-image I have of myself — that I don’t think that I deserve to be loved or liked or anything like that. I think it’s because I say stupid things all the time. I don’t think about what I’m talking about, and I just hurt people constantly. And then I get this feeling: I’m just useful to the world and that’s it. No one actually likes me. They like the services that I provide. They like the things that I...