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THE WHO AND THE WHAT

  We wander around trying to find answers all the time, but sometimes in life maybe we just ask the wrong questions. Maybe it's not even a matter of asking the wrong questions — maybe it's that we don't ask questions because we're just so full of answers. We are so infested with our own opinions of ourselves, the poor self-talk, the excuse-making, all the other places that we go to distract us from who we actually are. So who are we? The truth is we really don't know unless we really dig in to find out. It comes from facing up to all the crazy shit you did as a kid and the mistakes you made as an adult. It comes from a place of knowing that your ego distracted you from the truth that was actually happening. It comes from a place of understanding that we are just here, and everything else is fed to us by our brain. And when we are constantly being fed by our brain, being supplemented by lots of social media and advertisements trying to tell you that you're no...
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WISE ASS WEDNESDAY

The $400-a-Month Meditation: When Wellness Becomes a Luxury Tax So this last month has been really tough for me, and by tough, I mean I spent way too much time staring at my bank account wondering how the hell basic human maintenance became a luxury subscription service. Who comes up with these things? Seriously. You’re sitting there trying to navigate everyday anxiety, scrolling on your phone to decompress, and suddenly you’re bombarded by targeted ads for an exclusive "social wellness club" that will gladly solve all your mental health woes for the low, low price of four hundred dollars a month. Four hundred dollars. For water. And hot wood boxes. We are constantly told that if we just "align" our chakras, our energy, and our wallets with the universe, everything will fall into place. (I use the word "align" here with maximum sarcasm, because if one more glossy Instagram coach tells me to align my soul with a four-figure annual fee, I'm going to ...

EPISODE CLXIV: ESCAPE FROM VICE CITY

No I am not talking about Miami.  I am talking about the place you go to find a way to get something that you are missing inside.  Filling the hole as my wife has said many times.  I have tried to fill the hole many ways.  Right now, it's gambling.  Although not serious, I have to look at my family history and my nature to understand why I must take action now to minimize damage, or suffer consequences later.  I am hoping people can learn from my story here and that's the talk of the day today. MUSIC FROM THIS EPISODE ADDICTED TO THE RUSH - Mr Big THE GAMBLER - Kenny Rogers A HORSE WITH NO NAME - America EXCESS - Health/Perturbator SIN - Nine Inch Nails I REFUSE - Five Finger Death Punch w/Maria Brink BREAKING THE HABIT - Linkin Park

MORE PERSPECTIVE LESS BULLSHIT

  You feel it. You sense it. You know it. There is something really wrong going on. We could sit here and talk for hours about the shit going on in humanity — and it's fucked up right now. But at this particular moment, I'm talking mainly about myself. I find myself not really finding joy anymore. The joy I get is when I create things. When I talk about this. When I do my show. But outside of that, it's been kind of numb. Like there's nothing. I'm grateful for some situations that happened in my life, and those moments bring me joy. But outside of that, there's a lot of nothingness. I thought that having today was why I grew my hair back out longer. I didn't like who I was when I had short hair. I didn't feel free. I didn't feel like I was living my best life. I felt like I was just like everyone else, soldiering on in survival mode. And I feel like maybe everything is a façade. Sure, I grew my hair out. But did I grow my life? In some ways, I did. I...

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