I know that getting your mental health and functionality in gear is a process. It something that doesn't happen tomorrow. It's a process. It's a journey. I talk about my journey and what has worked for me, and I also swear alot today. Most likely because it is so hot and sticky, MUSIC FROM THIS EPISODE SUPER HOT JULY - Dip T Jones WHERE'S MY MIND - Pixies THE END OF THE HEARTACHE - Killswitch Engage TOXIC - Boywithuke PUSH PUSH - Cinderella PUSH IT - Rick Ross GOIN UP - Deorro DREAM ON - Ronnie James Dio/Yngwie Malmsteen
I find myself sometimes getting super emotional, and that is not always in the best way. It then manifests itself in sickness, anxiety attacks, and other things that I'd quite frankly could do without. I get really emotional about seeing how people get treated. And for years, I did it. But now, it does affect me, and now it makes me feel a certain way. I don't want it to be seen as weakness, but a lot of people tell me not to worry about what happens with other people. I see loved ones and friends going through struggles, and I want to help, but I know that I can't. I can give advice. I can tell them what I would do, but that doesn't fix the problem. The problem is that they have to fix it themselves, and I cannot participate in their healing or their fixing, if you will. It's really hard when you want to help people who won't really talk to you or want to keep their distance from you because of things you did in the past. Sometimes you know that they...